Some days are harder than others. We all have good days and bad. We have moments of sadness, loneliness, and longing. We have moments that we can’t stop laughing, smiling or just plain joy that fills us up. Today has been a mixture of all those things. It’s many many months later and sometimes I am overwhelmed with the loss of missing someone I loved beyond reason. Most days I love my life, but there are moments that I struggle like everyone else…today, today I am holding onto this thought I wrote a while ago when thinking about this:
“I am so in love with this beautiful life, in the midst of chaos or calm, good or bad, tears or joy; may I always see the beauty that is my life.” (JSD)
Wherever you are tonight, I hope you know that you are not alone. This life is not a journey that any of us really do alone; we are all connected. We are just in different stages of going through something. Whether we are at the beginning, middle or end, each stage offers a new opportunity to learn and grow.
I am not sure why I am at the particular moment I am in, but I do believe it is to make me the best version of myself possible. There is still something I am to learn that will help me in the future. I am going to choose to be thankful for all the lessons, even when I can not understand the why’s.
I hope that you are so in love with your life, whether it’s a good day or bad. No matter if it is calm or chaotic, your heart is heavy or light, that you wake up each day grateful for another chance to ride this ride.